Debbie Karper
Since May 3, 2007, I had made up my
mind I was sick of being over weight. I believe that when I decided I had
enough of eating ‘out of control’, *that* was the beginning of my new
eating life style. I had tried other “diets” in an effort to lose weight but
always fell off the wagon, as it was not something I could do for the rest of
my life so I would stop. My moods were horrible; I was irritable most of the
time. Partly because of my opinion of myself due to lack of discipline with
eating. I am calmer since the eating life style of no sugars and breads. I had
no idea how those two items were playing havoc on my emotions and making me
want more and more as if there would be an answer to life’s problem after a
gallon of vanilla ice cream and a basket of O’Charlie’s bread. If I had a
favorite dish, I would eat until I hurt. If I could get ice cream, it seemed I
would want it for several days in a row. I am 51 years old and all my life I
heard that when you get older you could not lose weight or it was very
hard to lose. Therefore, I leaned on that as an excuse not to try.
So topping out at 165 lbs, I was
determined to do something.
Sid talked to me and explained
many things from a scientific point of view. I remember as I left his house
yelling out the question… “Sid, just tell me what to eat!” And at that, he
realized I was truly a blonde and said, “Eat eggs!” Of course that was not all
he said that was just all I heard, so I ate eggs for breakfast, lunch and
supper. And I had gas and had to sleep on the couch. But I was determined!!! Ha
Ha
I began the walk of a new life style
right then; I would call him and ask questions. I remember I ate almonds every day
and my portions were not small and so I stayed at 155 for 4 weeks yet still
determined. I started reading. I cut back portions. Then reached 147 seemed
like I was stuck again, there was nothing wrong with the plan. Although I tried
several times to blame it on the plan. When I am stuck, I start writing down
what I am eating, when it is on paper there is no way to deny the screw up.
Then I could analyze my problem and make a change. Now today is 8-23-2007, 3
months later weighing in at a 144 I cried when I saw that number on my scales I
have not seen that is over 8 years.
Recently, I had been eating late with
new work hours, and then eating like I was going to be working out… only I was
just going to bed on a full belly! Dah, that was a no brainer…so I did not eat
supper last night. Sometimes that is a good thing. My stomach needed to shrink
back down, now here is a new key for me, starting today; since my stomach is
shrunk from no food last night, it will be very easy for me to have less
portions today and from here out.
Oh, and one more thing, I was hanging
out up here in Nashville away from all my friends and I think I got kind of
lazy with the program and then Sid called me unexpectedly to ask how I
was doing. What a guy! I love that man. I don’t think he knew how powerful that
call was. It reminded me I have friends that care about the effort I am putting
into MY life. It is one day at time that I keep in mind. Not a meal for now,
but many sunsets to come, and I want to enjoy them all to the fullest. And ride
my bike. I will never forget what my mother said when I got my motorcycle, “Now
honey, you need to lose weight this fall so when spring comes you won’t look
like a pig on a hog.” She is so encouraging!!!!!!!!!! I went out right away and
bought a gallon of ice-cream I was so depressed. LOL That was 2 years ago. Sure
enough when spring came, I was a pig on a hog! L Don’t know how that bike held me.
Today I feel much better I am not a pig
anymore but just a *slightly* overweight animal and working on shaping
up more.